14/09/2013

Heheh , i fall asleep while waiting for you to otp with me :( but luckly i got put alarm clock 0-0 if not jiu gg.com liao . Than cannot otp with u liao 

First of all , i feel so upsad , really upsad , i didt know so much things , untill today i ask u so many question , you accompany your so called bestfriend from early the morning till evening with 2 others bestfriend (2girl2boy like couple ) , have you ever makes time for me ? I almost everyday  went out at 1 o clock and than only can see you around at the evening 5 + ;( 

I try to make time for you during this sept holiday ,  but you dont appreciate . You alway meet ur best-friend, what about me ?

 your o lvl coming le , have you study ? I regret never accompany to study now , your so called best friend came 

I feel that we drifting apart Already Nvm it okay as long as your heart still have me , i dont mind le . Do you know almost everyday i just hope you could understand , you treat her as best friend but she treat you Not the way . You even bring her to your house . Have you ever understand how i feel ? If you dont like her than dont give her somehow hopes . 

I feel Im like being replaced ... Sooner or maybe we end because of her . 

What have i done for you wasnt it enuf ? 

Do you know how much i love you ?

I think u dont feel it .. It okay . Im willing to wait fr u to know . 

If one day you realize that she ways better than me , than go ahead . Even thought i love you , but i know if we meant to be togather . It will happen . 

Hmm .. That the rest of the day ~

Not because im thinking too much 

It what you have show make me think that way .  

你不是故意，隐瞒我知道

你只是怕伤害我不是再隐瞒我。

I rather u tell me than i be last one to find out ... 

11/09/2013

Past 12 o clock , hmm i guess today no otp bah , i just missed we h2h to talk, i think you studying ^^ hmmm good good for your o lvl ley 😁 ^^

Heng  call me if today we got otp i say idk ley than  i will said 'you talking to other girl ' 

I know it a kind of annoying but cos idw myself to annoyed you . To prevent me from spaming you  .

 Hmmm people may thought i nvr understand about you but acutally i did and i know what you thinking .

Hmm i saw what you tweet but it kind of sad when you post that . 'Leaving everything behind ' does that mean u leaving ? Or  you wanna pay fully attention (of cos i dun mind u 专心 study ^^) And than last post today you posted 'one day , you tired of loving me ' idk if you referring to this relationship but i feel 

If i would tired of loving you why do i hold on for so long ? You are alway perfectionist to me i had never dislike what u been doing , and i be stupid if i give up so easily when someone like you worth all the things . Where it hard to find faithful guy like you .

I really trying to change not to  scold vulgarties , i trying to be much more understanding  . But i guess you cant feel it right ?

I canoot do anythig 😭😭😭

I think you sleeping now , now is early in the morning Hmmmm why u Cannot sleep early? It unhealthy you know :(

Just fews hours and i started to miss you . Sighh ..x 

Sometimes i just hope you wont detele your message from whoever . Atleast i can read . I know privacy to u is important ... Why privacy important ? I mean like u msg girl im okay with it why cant you show me ? Unless u flirt ;'( or do suspicious  things

-i very worry ... Idk if you going to leave me . Idw this to end over this . And you also poster that 'dont blame me for doing this ' hmmm what does this mean ? Dont do like that ley :')

I cannot afford to lost you .  It hurt me   . I cannot express my feeling toward you , but it just make me hate myself for doing what ever should or even saying sh!t . 

Haishh i going back to sleep.  😘✌😤💛❤ UPDATE later 💋

10/09/2013

Today went out to meet Heng at his house :< around 2 + reached his house . but well i didt see you turn up at 3 . but it okay atleast evenning you came and im so ddammm happy to see you <3 . of cos i trying to ignore you , ignore when they tell me you behind me cos i try to avoid you . idw u to know how much i missed you . but when at nite we went over to your house when heng mention about someone that went to bbq , and than mention about ur ex, your eye pop out like so big , well i told myself to stay claim dont get angry about it :) it okay dear i have so mcuh thing that i had nvr tell you :') . when i wrote this i feel like crying .... but it okay .. i just dw to miss every single momment or even details about the days and time we spend togather... i know you get angry when i post over here.. but i know i cannot tell you how i feel how the day we spend togather , how much happiness you give to me when u came to my life . how you make me feel comfort when im with you , and protecting when some ass take the cat and scare me you protect me <3 so warm the love ! thanks for everything <3 . I love you to the end of infinity <3

09/09/2013

Didt able to meet you today cos my brother birthday :< 2 days never meet you , obviously i miss you .. but atleast i have the chance to otp with you from 2.10am-6.10 which is 4 hour of otp, i had nvr on the phone with guy 4 hours you the first one ... when you tell me about saying your holding hands make you think of your ex ,you say that last time you and her alway hold hands it really bring me down . , than you told me you trying to forget about her , was that even fair to me :') we been togather since 24022013 20:56 , 6 month 10 days , 14 days to our 7 monthsary yet you telling me this . Have you ever borther about my feeling :') ? it okay , i still love you :3 . or should i say that you dw hold hand with me :') ... i just hope i could ask you a question which i nvr will ask you ''what am i to you '' perharp maybe i should give you time to forget about her ? my day end with happiness and bless when im with you . even thought you mention about your ex . it okay :) . I wait till the day where you are ready to hold my hand and ready to start a new fresh with me :) which is forget about your ex .i know it hard atleast i see you putting in efforts .

7/09/2013

At nite i finally able to meet you ,atleast you told me the full story i dont blame you , i know you wont keep me anything about any girl , that what i like about you . when you told me you went out with her and your driver i get a little angry cos you nvr wait for me under my blk and bring me out and eat or even shoping around . i know i can see that she much more mature and much more know more about you , i know i cannot compare btw me and her i also cannot do anything about it , cos you told me you brought her as friends. and i trusted you . but actually Before you told me that you went out with the girl , i already know something about it , cos you seem so happy and supcious, when you talk about her or even mentioning ''tmrw'' , YES , it damm obvious i get jealous, it okay , but i know that she likes you , i get more worries and my thinking went negative . and my worries was like will you left me alone ? and be with her ? but atleast i can see your happiness that money cannot buy . thank for being so truthful <3 Hmmm ... actually i think i should be blessed to have you <3